We’ve all heard phrases like, “Why mess with a good thing?”, “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”, and “Maintain the status Quo”. In the Army a popular one is, “Don’t reinvent the wheel. Let’s face it, most of us enjoy sticking with the norm and we’d be happy with very little change in our lives, unless of course that change involves winning the lottery. Yet we often read about how survivors use everyday items in less than ordinary ways In order to make it out of harrowing circumstances. This is why ingenuity is one of the twelve characteristics I’ve been studying. How can we as Eternal Survivors apply this principle to our daily lives?

In the days of Moses, God gave His people the Israelites The Law. It was an incredibly detailed list of do’s and don’ts filled with requirements and stipulations that must be kept in order for His chosen people to enter heaven. There is a reason that most people shy away from the books of Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy. However, to gain some perspective on the Jewish culture and their resistance to Jesus as the Messiah it is a fascinating read.

The Israelites were never able to keep up their end of the covenant. Punishments for infractions and failures to abide by the commandments God gave to Moses were and still are severe, “for the wages of sin is death” Romans 6:23. In the time of exile from the Promised Land, the Israelites were suffering the punishment for centuries of sinful behavior and their failure to repent and believe what was prophesied. God knew that without proof of their own inability to keep the covenant, without proof that He was faithful to His promise by upholding their punishment, without of His mercy by saving a remnant to tell the story, without numerous displays of His mighty power of deliverance, His people would be unable to grasp their desperate need for His most ingenious idea, a once and for all sacrifice that all might live eternally, His Son Jesus. Only it wasn’t new to Him, it was God’s plan from the beginning of time.

The Jewish people expected their Messiah to come as a powerful King and to dominate over and deliver them from their enemies. What they got was a man mostly like any other who simply died to save the entire world from the enemy - sin.

When He began teaching, much of what He spoke seemed contrary to their traditions, cultures and The Law. For these people, it became very hard to understand that Jesus was fulfillment of the law. That believing in Him and His sacrifice on the cross was enough for them to be viewed as righteous before God. That loving God and others was all that was required, not sacrifice, circumcision, or ceremonial cleanliness, not religious festivals, what they ate or the amount they tithed, not even their family lineage, cultural affiliation or adherence to the interpretations of the law by religious leaders of the day. But that loving your God with all your heart and all your soul and all your mind, and loving your neighbor as yourself was enough. It is still a hard concept for us to grasp today as we sometimes wrestle with the idea of works based faith.

If you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, you have begun to think outside the box already, but to live a life worthy of the title of Eternal Survivor, you must continue to break the mold we humans have been set in. The attitude of the heart supersedes any and all works we perform both in secret and before men, both good and evil. Unfortunately, the natural attitudes of our sinful nature are unworthy of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. So we must deny ourselves and our nature if we wish to draw closer to Jesus. This goes against most of our cultural norms today.

Much of what Jesus preached was highly controversial during His lifetime. He threatened the Jewish leaders of the day by calling them out as hypocrites. He challenged the idea of social status by serving those who were sinners. He defied a works-based mentality by preaching love as fulfillment of the law. Though the bible is the most widely read publication in history, many of His teachings still cause deep controversy today. In some cases however, something much more dangerous is happening – a complete disregard for the truths held within. We, as Eternal Survivors must not disregard The Word and the Wisdom God gives us through it, we must live it out daily… and that means living our lives in a way that is set apart from how the rest of the world lives. We must live with the ingenuity of Jesus. Eternal Survivors are called to give our lives to Jesus, to love our enemies, to be humble, to pray according to His will, to give thanks for our trials.

The world teaches us to look out for number one and that we have to take care of ourselves first. We generally feel like we are entitled to certain things in this life. That we deserve the best the world has to offer – friends, family, money, possessions. Jesus tells His disciples that, “whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it” in Matthew 16:25. There is no life apart from Jesus. God created each and every one of us and we are blessed with our very breath at His pleasure. At any moment our earthly life could come to an end and it will be the attitude of our heart toward Jesus that determines our next step. To give anything less that our whole life for Him, is to deny Him His due. If we love our own life on earth so much that we fail to live for Him, we will lose out on the eternal life Jesus bought for us on the cross. If we enjoy our riches so much that we fail to give to the poor, we are proving that we love our own life more than Jesus. If we enjoy our friendships so much that we never stand up for Jesus to those around us, we are holding on to life as we want it. If we delight in our position or status, but fail to recognize God as the source of all our success we demonstrate how much we value our earthly life.

Yet if we let go of all we hold dear in this life for the sake of Jesus, we will truly find a life worth living eternally in Heaven. What is this life without the promise of the next?

The world is typically governed by a system of justice that demands retribution. The Hammurabi code dictated that an eye for an eye was suitable punishment. In parenting we are told that the punishment should fit the crime. Jesus however teaches us to love our enemies, to pray for those who have wronged us, to turn the other cheek if we have been slapped once, to willingly go the extra mile for those who have demanded our service. He demonstrated grace and mercy by dying on the cross while we were yet strangers to Him and sinners. He loves us even when we are our most unlovable selves. By imitating Him in this, we will show the world that we are different. By forgiving those who sin against us and allowing God to provide our justice, we show our enemies that He is greater than any hurt we face. Those who harm us, sin against God and He says vengeance is Mine.

It is easy to love those who love us, but even those who don’t know God care for those that care for them, so this does not set us apart. Living out the life of an Eternal Survivor demands that “you love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use your and persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven.” Matthew 5:44-45.

There is more at stake that our pride when we hold a grudge against who have wronged us. Jesus says that “if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.” Matthew 6:15. In failing to show mercy, we will bring judgment upon ourselves, for we are all in need of forgiveness from our Father. If we show this love and mercy toward our enemies, we open the door to share the love of our Savior with them. If we demand retribution, however justified in our own eyes, we perpetuate evil. Paul tells the Romans, “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” Romans 12:21. This is thinking ingeniously!

The world chases after people who are confident, independent, ambitious, upbeat, charismatic, but this is not what God desires. He blesses the poor in spirit, the mourning, the meek, those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, the pure in heart, the peacemakers and the persecuted, because in the Kingdom of Heaven they will find comfort, fulfillment, mercy, their inheritance and the very face of God. Matthew 5:3-10. Followers of Jesus who are reviled, persecuted and accused falsely by the world for His sake are to rejoice and be glad for they will have a great reward in Heaven. Matthew 5:11-12 Eternal Survivors must be more of what God seeks and less of what the world looks for. We are to take what the world sees as weak and ordinary and allow Jesus to use us in an extraordinary way for the Kingdom of Heaven. We are to be humble.

The world does not usually reward humility, especially in the work place. If you aren’t tooting your own horn, you are usually overlooked. This was certainly true when I was in the Army but even now as part of the stay at home mom crowd, I see a lot of one-up-manship fueled by the need to validate ourselves by what we are doing for our children and our communities. When we do good deeds or make sacrifices we are not to call attention to these actions in a way that brings honor to ourselves. Jesus warns his disciples not to do their “charitable deeds before men, to be seen by them.” Matthew 6:1. He tells us that those who appear miserable to show the world they are fasting already have their reward found in the approval and admiration of man. Matthew 6:16. If we received our reward on earth from men because we boast about our good deeds and draw attention to our sacrifices, we will be shortchanging ourselves the opportunity of receiving a far greater reward from our Father in Heaven.

In both cases Jesus refers to those calling attention to themselves as hypocrites, because even though they may profess to do good for God, the attitude of their heart is seen by the Creator as they relish the accolades of man. For those of us living like Eternal Survivors, we should have an eternal perspective on our rewards as well. Sure, it is nice to be noticed by those around us, but the reward in Heaven will always trump anything earth can offer. So instead of tooting your own horn, sing praises to God. To combat the world’s idea of success we should “let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests but also for the interests of others.” Philippians 2:3-4

The world finds is easy to pray prayers of petition, asking God to do what we want, to bless our desires and plans. As Eternal Survivors we are certainly welcome to ask, seek and knock, but must temper our own desires with a true thirst for the will of God in our lives. Jesus taught us to pray “Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” Matthew 6:10. The world wants what it wants and if it doesn’t get it often sees this as justification to accuse God of being unloving. We must instead recognize that what God wants is what is best for us, even when it is painful, difficult or heart wrenching. So, to pray “Your will be done” is an act of submission to God with the full belief that He has our best interests in mind.

Jesus didn’t just teach this principle in empty words, he modeled it in His own prayers. As He prayed in the Garden before He was betrayed, He asked His Father “if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me” Matthew 26:39. He was asking that He not become the object of God’s wrath. Jesus did not want to be separated from His Father. He did not ask just once, but three times using the same words. Each time following up His request with a commitment to God, stating, “Nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.” Matthew 26:39.

So, when we pray and ask God for a bigger house or a better job, a more loving husband or the blessing of a child or we beg Him to end to a difficult situation or to heal our loved one, we must ultimately accept that if He doesn’t answer the way we want it doesn’t mean He doesn’t love us. It simply means He loves us too much to remove the benefits of sanctification brought about by answering it in His own way. Eternal Survivors must constantly fight the urges of our own desires and learn to want what God wants for us instead.

Giving thanks, praising God and worshipping Him in times of plenty is fairly easy for most of the world. We might even be practiced at counting our blessings as a way of consolation during tough times. Who among hasn’t been told to “Look on the bright side,” or “Look at all the blessings you do have”? But Eternal Survivors should strive for more meaningful worship. We should give thanks for our struggles, knowing that it is through these that God is sanctifying us. Instead of being such good complainers, we should learn to look for the manifestation of hope which comes from holding fast to our faith in trials. Paul tells the Romans to “glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope.” Romans 5:3-4. Each time we endure a trial holding on for dear life to the promise of God, we are encouraged that His they are true. There is nothing better than growing our hope based on the unfailing love of Christ.

James even goes so far as to tell us to “count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have it perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.” James 1:2-4. Living like an Eternal Survivor requires more from us that just praising God for giving us what we want; it demands that we worship Him when we don’t feel like it, that we find joy in the trials that produce spiritual maturity, that we glorify Him for counting us worthy to endure hardships in His name.

Jesus freely gave up His life, knowing what suffering He would endure. He called Peter who vowed to protect Him from death Satan and told Judas to go quickly in His betrayal. He knew saving His own life on earth would mean giving up eternity in Heaven.

Jesus loved and forgave His enemies, even those who placed Him on the cross and pierced His side. He loved them so much He died to give even His murderers eternal life.

Jesus was humble despite His true deity. He came to earth as a carpenter and a teacher. He caroused with sinners - murderers, tax collectors and prostitutes. He never once laid claim to the privileges or honor I often associate with those who have power and authority. He was certainly the most powerful creature walking the earth, but He never once used it for personal gain as many of us would be tempted to do. Instead, of a crown of jewels, He chose a crown of thorns.

Jesus exemplified submission to the Father’s will. He asked three times to be spared from suffering and separation, but insisted that the will of His Father was more important than His own desires.

Jesus gave thanks for the cup which represented His blood that was to be shed during his punishment and death for our sins when He shared the last supper with His disciples. My translation says He “blessed” the bread which symbolized His body that would be broken as He paid the price for our eternal salvation. Matthew 26:26-27 I cannot think of any greater example of praising God for the very harsh circumstances necessary to bring about one’s spiritual completion.

Certainly, Jesus’ life is an example for us to follow, but the lessons about how we should live out our days on earth as His remnant are found quite ingeniously in how He approached His death. So, be different than the world. Don’t allow the way everybody else has always done it be good enough for you. Live the ingenious life of an Eternal Survivor – give up your life to follow Jesus’ example, love your enemies to multiply heavenly rewards, humble yourself so you may be exalted by Christ, find the glory of eternal hope in your trials. How will you think outside the box today?

I was reviewing the weekly planner I have on our kitchen counter this morning and was struck by the fact that there is one event listed for tomorrow that is completely out of the ordinary: Biopsy 3 pm.

Tomorrow I am having a core needle biopsy done on a lump I found in my right breast. I discovered what felt to me like a squished ping pong ball located in between my breast and arm pit while laying in bed the first Saturday in June. More accurately, I should say the lump in question is actually hiding behind what I felt.

I spent about four days, compulsively feeling the lump to see if it was changing, praying that it would go away and googling the possible diagnoses. As a woman in her late 30s who’s mother’s sister is a breast cancer survivor, who carries a little more weight than she should and has on occasion partaken of more than the recommended amount of alcohol, I didn’t particularly like how my risk factors added up. When I finally decided to have it checked out, after advocating for myself and my desire to not wait a week for an appointment with my PCM, I was seen swiftly. The doctor did his exam and then told me the last time he’d seen a lump this big it was in fact late stage cancer. Not exactly what any patient wants to hear. I was quickly referred for a mammogram. As I waited for the next appointment, I realized that the Great Physician wasn’t going to take this from me, that this, whatever it was, was something He had somehow planned for His glory.

Following the initial read of the mammogram, I was imediately whisked away still wearing the “gown” (I use the term loosly….it is was little more than a transparent paper vest without closures) and cluthcing my shirt and bra to my chest in an attempt to retain my modesty to the ultrasound room through some secret passages hidden in the radiology department. That was a pretty scary moment, as was the one when the head radiologist came in to look at the black and white images of my breast tissue on the computer monitor while he and the tech pointed at “questionable areas” that “come and go”. When the arm I had been holding over my head for what felt like an eternity was finally going numb, he gave me his interpretation…That I had a couple of cysts and what appeared to be a fibro-adenoma hiding behind one of them, and I should come back in three months to see if anything changed. Honestly, this was a huge relief to me at first, because there are quite a few things that a lump in that area could be caused by that are even scarier than breast cancer.

Then, I began to question his dismissal of the finding behind the cyst. Who wants to hear that something is “probably” anything?

When my PCM followed up with me a few days later, he recommended that I be referred to a breast surgeon despite the radiologist’s lack of concern for what he’d seen and I consented. I became a patient of Breast Care Specialists in Shreveport, LA in mid-July with a rushed appointment and ultra-sound that seemed to confirm the diagnosis of a fibro-adenoma. I can’t say I was overly relieved to be told again to come back in three months to see if it had changed. I did however give up caffeine in my coffee and (almost entirely) in chocolate. I began taking the recommended evening primrose, vitamin E and advil to reduce swelling of the tissue around the cysts. It felt good to be doing something, even if I couldn’t notice any change in what I was feeling. I was checking a little less compulsively than before, but still more than most average women explore their breast tissue. I abstained from searching on the internet about my condition and even started to share this part of my life with some women I knew would be faithful to pray for me.

I am not always the most patient person and prefer to be doing something rather than just waiting. So for me, the typical protocol for a BIRADS-3 classification to check questionable areas with mammogram or ultrasound every three months for up to two years, seems like torture. I prayed more often that God would reveal His glory to me in this situation, rather than just cure me. I asked Him to carry me through whatever I was unable to bear. It was in these prayers that my heart became less burdened and my stresses were relieved. He was faithful to guard my heart and mind between apointments as I could only wait.

Throughout this process, I have felt the urge to write about what I was going through, but kept hearing God tell me, “Not yet.” It wasn’t until last week that I truly felt I had something to say.

On Monday I went for my three month follow up with the breast specialist. In the two and a half hour ride up to her office, I spoke with my Aunt and prayed fervently for guidance from God, for Him to give me peace with the situation, to lead me to push the doctor with the right questions, to make it apparent if simply waiting was what he wanted me to do. She did a quick ultrasound and verified that the questionable lump had indeed not grown, which she took as a good sign. I agreed, no growth certainly indicates that what I have is not cancerous. She was “comfortable waiting another 6 months to see if it would change.” However, I after having just endured Breast Cancer Awareness month, couldn’t shake the fact that I wasn’t comfortable waiting 6 more months. So I asked, “What if I’m not comfortable with waiting?” She said then we biopsy. She validated my concerns by admitting that she had been wrong before and confirming that the only way to be certain was to look at tissue under a microscope. I simply don’t want to waste even a second of the next six months wondering or even praying about this. Though I am confident God would have continued to carry me through the waiting, I believe He provided me a way out of this trial.

I am certain biopsy is the right decision and that God guided me to it by prompting me to ask questions. I have very little additional information than I had before I walked in to her office last week, but I have peace. I could still have a very slow growing tumor or pre-cancerous cells lurking under my skin, or it could in fact be perfectly harmless fibrous tissue that will likely dissipate after menopause. I still have questions that will only be answered at my follow up appointment next week, but I know my God is with me and nothing can stand against His promises.

The moment I knew I had something to write about came on Tuesday when our prayer coordinator for PWOC led an exercise where we were asked to write our greatest burden on a 3×5 card and place it on the altar. She urged us just as David does in Psalm 55:22 to “Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.” You might think this very real, very present threat to my body, my health, perhaps my life would have been the burden I needed to let go of, but in those quiet moments of contemplation I was struck by the fact that I had already laid this one at the cross, I no longer wrestle with it. Even as relief washed over me in my peace with this, I became buried under the weight of the realization that I am still bearing the entire brunt of other burdens. Ones that are less dramatic, less significant, less potentially life-changing. I was at once encouraged that I am fully willing to cast my cares for my very life upon my Lord and yet shamed that I still allow myself to be encumbered by a load of other cares of this world that have no eternal significance.

God is guarding my heart and my mind in this situation that I (and so many others on my behalf) have prayed about. In this I am experiencing His peace that surpasses all understanding for what is certainly one of the scariest things I have faced in my life, but I won’t be satisfied until I am able to lay all my worries confidently at the feet of Jesus.

Do you have a heavy load to cast upon the Lord? Are you carrying so many small worries that their combined weight is holding you down? Is there one burden you keep taking back from Jesus and attempting to conquer on your own? I urge you pass it off, give it up, lay it down and enlist the help of a few faithful friends to pull you out from under it! Just wait and see how He will sustain you with His peace!

I just asked Jesus to come interfere in my life. This is quite different from my usual prayers that ask Him to sustain me, support me, help me get through my day as I have planned it. It was part of a journaling exercise for the bible study I am doing this semester from the book “not a fan” by Kyle Idleman. This is a book that will shake you up no matter where you are on your faith journey. For the last two months, it has been challenging, upsetting, angering, convicting, and inspiring all at once, but this exercise from the Journal today brought me to tears. The instructions were to repeat ten times out loud the phrase:

“Lord Jesus come interfere in my life.”

I know it may sound a little silly, but it was powerful. Each time I repeated those seven words, my mind raced with thoughts as I subconsciously emphasized a different word each time. I was filled with so many emotions that by the third time I had to get up and find a tissue as they spilled out in my tears. But even as the tears flowed, I was reminded of the promise that we all have in Jesus. It was in that promise that I found the encouragement to pray these words with my whole heart.

Lord….

Jesus….

Come….

Interfere…

In…

My….

Life…

Lord…. King, Ruler. I am your servant. A slave for you. Once under the bondage of my sin, but set free by you. I am now a bondservant, a slave for you by my own choice. You are just and righteous and holy. Knowing that is what makes me want to follow you.

Jesus…. Savior, friend, teacher, intercessor. You gave Your very life for me that I might enjoy eternity with You. Perfect in every way though tempted just as I. Once human now seated at the right hand of the Father. You are coming again to judge and I will only be found worthy by Your blood.

Come…. Come down to me, send your Holy Spirit to guide me. If you are with me, who can stand against? You said if I would seek, I would find You. I’m seeking, Lord, meet me here right where I am now.

Interfere… Mess with it. Shake it up. Change my plans because You have perfect plans for me. Plans to prosper me, plans for peace and for hope. There are things in my life I don’t like…change them for your glory. Make my every move glorify Your Holy Name. Make Your plans obvious to me. Protect me from Satan’s attempts to bring doubt about Your plans for me.

In… Be IN my life in all its messy ugly sadness. Be in the moments of joy and happiness. Be IN my home, my car, IN all the places I go. Be IN my interactions with my husband, my children, family, friends, strangers. Be IN my heart, seal it with Your Holy Spirit.

My…. Not mine but yours. All I think I am, all I think I have are not my own. I do not rule any part of the life I live no matter how hard I try. My life is Yours. My moods, my attitudes, my speech, my actions, my thoughts, my expressions…they are all Yours make them glorify you!

Life… Any life I enjoy is from you. You created me. And I am fearfully and wonderfully made. This life on earth is temporary. You give life and You can take it away at any moment. Your promise of life is eternal. What I do with this life should all be for your Glory, for Your Kingdom. What do you want for my life here on earth, Lord?

“Lord Jesus come interfere in my life.”

When I finished, I was so ready to let Jesus mess with my day that when the phone rang I was almost convinced it was Him calling with some major change my whole game plan. I jumped up and answered the phone with a big grin despite the fact that the caller ID screen said “customer service” I was so ready to tell the person on the other end of the line about Jesus, that I was disappointed to hear a pre-recorded message. Even if He isn’t calling me to some major change to my life, there are thousands of little ways I can let Him interfere. When we allow Him to rule the little things in our lives, we become witnesses to His great faithfulness and love for us. These are the building blocks of a faith able to respond to His glory when He interferes in major ways.

So, I will start the rest of this day looking for ways that my Lord Jesus might come shake up my life. By His power, I am ready and waiting! Will you ask Him to interfere in yours?